Monday, February 9, 2009

A letter to the heaven

To my beloved mee,
Today is Chap Goh Meh,the day when u left us two years ago.U really know how to choose date for leaving us.U made this day a sorrowful day in memory of u!Where are u now ?Pastor Loi told me that u are now for sure in the heaven, is it true ?So easy meh ?You didnt go to church on Sundays o, how come so easy ?Just a few prayers can send u up the heaven ?No wonder christians/non christians can do whatever undesirable things as they wish, no need to follow principles!
This blog suppose to be universal,it can be seen throughout the world, but can u see it ?If i were to write in Mandarin, you will not be able to understand, I scared you dont have translator up there, therefore i am writting it in English.You used to complain that my command of English is poor.But I am not a language teacher, as far as i can impart my scientific and mathematical knowledge to my students, enough already.Though my standard is low, I am still better than those who use " I are", " you is" "rubbishes"( etc.) le, who cares ?They can also get 10% incentive what!
After u had left, I did a stupid thing by letting the Wong Ba Dan to take over your accounts.that night, our hoouse was crowded with a no. of tappers.I told them not to panic, no matter how I would try to settle their payments though I didnt know how to manage it.I let the Wong Ba Dan step in because he promised in front of his political boss(also present that night) that he would settle everything for u.I deserve to be called " sparrow brain" like u used to call me because I didnt learn from your experience and forgot what u told me about his personality!that time, I felt a bit worried too because I didnt know how much money was with him.If i knew that u still have RM5k + there, I would never allow him to take over your account.He used your money to distribute to the tappers as if his own money; he let the tappers felt that he is great n generous!In the end, he didnt help to settle all, he chased after me for the RM 1000 as if demanding my life!I even begged him to give the RM 1 K to Etr as a bonus, he refused, Mr. Choo also helped me to persuade him , but failed.
Do u know that Perak is taken over by BN ?If u are still in this world,surely u wanna slaughter people again.Every time , after the General Election results were announced, u told me that so and so should be slaughteredfor causing the loss of DAp seat by minority.This time, I think you will slaughter your own people, that is the Jelapang ngoung boh, a hopping frog!U used to call them " hang gan"( chinese traitor)
I promise to take good care of your daughter but not your birds.since Your brother refused to feed the birds, i asked Da Tee to set free those ordinary cuckoo( of no value ones).Two valuable cuckoo were stolen at the night u left, the other two were sold around RM 500.Before they were taken away by their new master, I went to see them in Da Tee house.Wa,such a beautiful bird i ever come across!One of them opened its tail like a peacock when i approached it! ( What bird is it ?)I burst into tears the moment I saw it.I felt sorry for selling it because i dont know and too busy to keep it ah!
Why dont u come into my dream and talk to me ? So far, i only dreamt of u twice.U complaint that the photo i put in the lorry head is damn lousy.U know or not, that is the best dy.My friends asked me where I found such a handsome from le.In the other drem, u complain I dun give spirulina for Etr to eat, all complains only !
Next time , if u need money, please come into my dream and tell me.What for u go and tell your brother Hooi that u didnt receive the money we burnt for u ?Isnt everything is free in the heaven?For the last 2 qing ming,we burnt a tv with Astro, a motor bike and lots of money for u.( I did it according to Etr will)If u come back, dun scold me meh.In fact, I also miss your "scolding",life without your scolding is damn boring.
Bye.

8 comments:

路見要鳴 said...

yi pian yun,
谢谢你的登入.

我明白为何你对我有这样的看法,
是不是要下车了才敢说真话.

其实我从不生气在乎外人怎样看待我,
我明白因为党的领袖太烂,
所以很多人,
都对我们基层皆以同样的眼光看待.

你认为我在党内权力的斗争失利,
用说真话来引人注目?
笑话,我不是靠政治吃钣的,
相反的,若我不说话,保证“钱“途无量。

此刻感憾何以党内的众多知识份子,
热哀于金钱名利的追逐,
忘了先辈创党的宗旨与理念。

有些事,如果我不做,谁做?
如果今天不做,什么时候做?
如果只是为自己做,我是什么?

我感叹老一辈的领袖们外理事情作风是,
为了"息事宁人,以和为贵,
多一事不如少一事.
盲目的妥协是他们认为求生自防的策略,
所以才有很多所谓的争取?
既然身在权力中心,
又何来争取一词?

事实上马华领袖们忽略了一事,
当巫统精英无法走出死胡同的时候,
当政治的丑陋要寻找代罪羔羊时,
不管马华有多宽容,忍耐,
结果还是以悲剧收场.

只是说,悲剧还没发生前,
上面的众多领袖,
有谁能牺牲自己来阻止悲剧的发生?
没有,满城尽是plp.

我们妥协就是白白看作国家继续犯错下去,
让国家的资源消耗.
因为大家恐俱动乱,
因此不敢以诚相对,
以为只要支持当家的政权就可以避免灾祸,
这恐怕是相当天真的想法,
我们为什么要活得这么没有尊严?
为什么愿做的没有机会,
并且还要委曲求全?
为什么领袖们,
明知巫统的策略终有一天会触礁,
领袖们却都没有勇气指出?

我的领袖们,
也请停止开声附和一些连他们自己,
也怀疑的话,
甚至连他们也不相信的话.
更不要玩弄肤浅狭窄的种族主义,
走分化的捷径,
来获取恩赐的权力.

谢谢你的指导.

Yi Pian Yun said...

嗨,路见要鸣君,我们华人都是怕死的一族,有几个参政的是以民为本的?我是无意间闯进你的部落格,发现你很勇敢,就和你开了以个玩笑,问你是不是要下车了才敢讲真话!你说得对,满城都是plp的人!即使在一间学府,你的书教得再好,如果缺少了plp的元素也是会含恨沙场的。有空不凡看一看我的故事你就明白我为何会欣赏讲真话的人。你那么直率,有人攻击你吗?我是无名小卒都有人看我不顺眼而出来攻击我呢!
我为你的浩然之气而欢呼, 加油!!

吾説八道 (林伯芳) said...

Mdm Yi, Please voice up what you wish, is not the time for us to keep it.
市民们应该自动自发的组织市民运动来维持市民本身的利益或市民的基本权益。只要每个人都说一点点真话和看法,那我们的社会明天一定会更好。不管你是男女老幼。

路見要鳴 said...

大姐,抱歉我以小人度君子之腹。

政治圈与杏坛里的情形是一样的.
攀龙附风者多的是.

我曾担任华小家教协会主席,
看到官官相护的情形,
一校之长,董事长,天威怒不可犯,
督学,只督不学,
不懂事的长,校长?
还是前任韩春锦副教长?
教育仍是民族的根本,
无奈这几人根本不知什么叫教育。

教育本是百年树人,
政治只是只争朝夕,
然而四者皆混淆是非,
公私不分!

大姐,
追寻真理与民主的路,
虽然是寂寞与孤独,
但我从不后悔。

我在这一区是异论份子,
区会A,B两派系的鬼见愁,
浩然正气我不敢挡担,
我也不知自己能否坚持到底,
在这功名主义,笑贫不笑娼的社会,
毕竟认同我言论的人,
越来越少,
谁要靠拢我去得罪有权势的人?

不过至今,我尚明白现实的生活,
也懂得保护自己,
明刀我不怕,
同志的暗箭却防不可防,
庆幸的是民联的支持者,县议员,州议员,
对我却是以礼相对。

Yi Pian Yun said...

路见要鸣君,
谢谢你的留言。我对政治没兴趣,也不属于任何党派。我只知道这几十年走来,什么自由,平等都是骗人的!基于是公务员,已先失去了言论自由。平等吗?那更是遥不可及!退休后也想学人写垃圾,想写出心中的感受,却招来plp的人攻击,说我像broken record !还是像你们这些血气方刚的年轻人比较勇敢!
加油!!

路見要鳴 said...

大姐,
抱歉忘了回应您.

我国一路以来都没有什么言论自由,
平等?
美国也未必有,中国更加没有,
虽然遥不可及,
但我与你一样要坚持到底,
以微弱的力量,
为这个不平等的社会发挥一点光,
别在乎外人用什么眼光看待自己,
最重要做事要对得起自己!

谨记住,你是最best的,
起码活到老,学到老,
这一点值得我们小辈们来学习您。

Yi Pian Yun said...

路见要鸣君,
你的一番话真是感动。你还年轻,一定要坚持到底,不可放弃,懂吗?我们这一辈的老年人,行将就木,有的只是一颗玻璃心,能有何作为 ?加油!!!

路見要鳴 said...

公告天下好友,
最近有个网络老鼠,
冒充我留言在买博士的文章,
(雪州女议员黄洁冰的裸照)
我将与博士揪出这个没有LP的无耻之徒,
免得又有人受害。

虽然如此面对以假换真的留言,
以图伤害我的人格,
但我还是会照样揭开这些PLP的为人与丑事。